I couldn't help it....I'm constantly thinking of her. She pops up even when I dont want her to.
I hate the thought......she's married afterall. I've told God numerous times to let her die in my heart.
On my way back from the chiropractor I notice a yellow light ahead. If I speed up, I can get catch it, I thought. Sure enough, the bastard turned read and I was forced to slow to a stop. As I inched forward to the car ahead of me, I got to thinking. My mind just cannot let it die.......it fucking sucks. I smile and just remind myself that its part of life--not getting what you want.
I happend to look to my left, and there it was. On a quaint little Pizza Hut no more than 30 yards away, I see this small white wooded address board on the corner of the building. Pizza Hut has dark colors, the traditional red and dark brick as you expect to see in most older towns not magically created by the invasion of northerners into Texas as you see in the eastern part of the state. Nope, Pizza Huts in the older parts dont have the fancy stucco with the contemporary, up-scale look.
Black numbers on a white address board, a bit out of place if you ask me. It was big and clear enough for a guy who needs glasses for longer distance viewing to see without a squint.
427
I smile. What a coincidence? Wait, there are no coincidences with God! Wait.....what do I know.
Too many ups and downs......
I'm tired........physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally.
Friday, November 30, 2007
Sunday, November 4, 2007
Its Been a While, So Lets Brief This....
1. I'm sun burnt as hell from the Aggie/Red Raider game. I've come to look descent now.
2. I'm sorry my Colts lost against the Pats. Amy you still smell!
3. My notebook fried on me the other day; I'm sending it back to HP hence my being away for so long. I'm using my old dinasour. It served me well in Aggieland. I hate the 15" screen though.
4. I've worked about only twice in the past few months b/c of my injury. I'm feeling way better now. My bench is a bit low, but I'll be good within a couple more months.
5. I took X-rays the other day. The tech (a cutie) took her time aligning me on her table all the while having her hand on my hip.
6. I bought my dog a $39 dollar doggy pad for him to lay on for the winter. I thought about the $50 baby mattress but it was a bit too small for Nash.
7. I've been going to Mass regularly now. I did slump a bit for a few Sundays. I'll be so fucking glad when this year is over. Tests should cease by then.
8. I'm doing better in my taxation class. I'll have an A if I hang tough. This class will tell me a lot about what I want to do in my near future.
9. Coworkers........we're getting along! For how long, God only knows!
10. Damn I love Chinese food. I love Cajun food too!
11. I have been critical of Franchione, but I felt a bit humbled yesterday when I saw him on TV. We're all entitled to forgiveness, right? If his athletes can hug and forgive him, who am I to differ? If they decide to keep him, he needs to come up with a different offense though.
12. The Cowboys have impressed me ............
13. I read a private revelation by a nun who wrote that Christ once rebuked a priest for praying and not having enough faith in his prayer. This is the statement I've been thirsting for.........
14. A gift....... I'll explain within the next couple of days ........
15. I've gained a few pounds; its time to lean down for a couple of weeks.
16. I think I lost my shades. Damn, those things looked good on me! : )
17. Unless God has other plans, I would like to move to Vegas within a few years.
18. This beautiful thing looked at me at lunch today. She was a mom, and she was the last one to leave the table. Sound familiar? She turned and looked right at me and smiled....... Sometimes that means something and sometimes it doesn't. What I noticed before was that she made eye contact with me more than once on our way to the buffett. (chinese)
19. Marriage is like a stove.......give it five years and you'll want to do away with it! I tease! The thought hit me the other day when we were discussing depreciation.
20. I'm just hanging in there!
Night all!
2. I'm sorry my Colts lost against the Pats. Amy you still smell!
3. My notebook fried on me the other day; I'm sending it back to HP hence my being away for so long. I'm using my old dinasour. It served me well in Aggieland. I hate the 15" screen though.
4. I've worked about only twice in the past few months b/c of my injury. I'm feeling way better now. My bench is a bit low, but I'll be good within a couple more months.
5. I took X-rays the other day. The tech (a cutie) took her time aligning me on her table all the while having her hand on my hip.
6. I bought my dog a $39 dollar doggy pad for him to lay on for the winter. I thought about the $50 baby mattress but it was a bit too small for Nash.
7. I've been going to Mass regularly now. I did slump a bit for a few Sundays. I'll be so fucking glad when this year is over. Tests should cease by then.
8. I'm doing better in my taxation class. I'll have an A if I hang tough. This class will tell me a lot about what I want to do in my near future.
9. Coworkers........we're getting along! For how long, God only knows!
10. Damn I love Chinese food. I love Cajun food too!
11. I have been critical of Franchione, but I felt a bit humbled yesterday when I saw him on TV. We're all entitled to forgiveness, right? If his athletes can hug and forgive him, who am I to differ? If they decide to keep him, he needs to come up with a different offense though.
12. The Cowboys have impressed me ............
13. I read a private revelation by a nun who wrote that Christ once rebuked a priest for praying and not having enough faith in his prayer. This is the statement I've been thirsting for.........
14. A gift....... I'll explain within the next couple of days ........
15. I've gained a few pounds; its time to lean down for a couple of weeks.
16. I think I lost my shades. Damn, those things looked good on me! : )
17. Unless God has other plans, I would like to move to Vegas within a few years.
18. This beautiful thing looked at me at lunch today. She was a mom, and she was the last one to leave the table. Sound familiar? She turned and looked right at me and smiled....... Sometimes that means something and sometimes it doesn't. What I noticed before was that she made eye contact with me more than once on our way to the buffett. (chinese)
19. Marriage is like a stove.......give it five years and you'll want to do away with it! I tease! The thought hit me the other day when we were discussing depreciation.
20. I'm just hanging in there!
Night all!
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