I Couldn't Sleep

But there is a good reason for it... I slept from 8-12 this past evening.

Yep, I had a rough ending at work where I was totally lost for a few minutes. I had so much shit to get out toward the end, and it frustrated the hell out of me. But I was able to pull myself together and get everything out. Ada boy!

Instead of working out, I came home instead. I had planned on working out, but I left my access card here at my place and didn't feel like driving all the way back just to do shoulder presses. So I stayed here and drank my two glasses of engineered milk, gotta love those Mootopia guys.

I got my House in, but then I was out like a light. Sleeping on the hard floor makes my back feel better. It never did that before, but I'll take it.

So after getting up about and hour ago, I tried to get some zeez in my bed. It didn't take! So now I'm here on my computer doing what I really enjoy doing-writing.

Maybe I'll go to confession this morning?

Its Been a While

Well I did start swimming but then I had to go to Kansas City again. I spent my birthday up there alone! However, I spent it at the casino.....Ameristar, I think its called. Compared to Ruidoso, I really enjoyed it. Lots more people especially Midwest ladies, anyway, I had dinner alone at some seafood joint in the casino.

I've got lots to say..... I'm sure I'll leave something out. I need to start doing this more often at least once a week to keep up.

I started lifting weights again and weigh about ten pounds less than I did since KC. Not only that I worked in Amarillo for a while...but now I'm back home. I kept my weight despite all the eating out.

Uhm, I got a new firearm. Ruger Super Redhawk, .44 magnum. I love the kick and look forward to taking out a few hogs, mountain lions and bears with it. I even bought a loading press to make my own ammo. 35 clams for 50 rounds is high especially since the O Man took office. I didn't vote for him but we'll see what happens. I hear the bishop won't be attending ceremonies at Notre Dame b/c Obama will not only speak but get an honorary degree. The devil is everywhere...

Tuna on Honey Oat bread, pepperjack cheese, lettuce, tomato, cucumber and chipotle sauce, jalapeno chips and a root beer...gotta love Subway. I can't get away from this kinda of sandwich. Its my new thing.

Haven't flown in a long while... I need to get back into it.

My buddy moved to San Antonio...take care of yourself Eric!

I've considered Vegas with my bro and pops this summer. A second option is to go to the Daytona Beach and watch the Pepsi 400...rent a plane the next day and head to Freeport to spend a few days there. Or save up a lil more and go to Rome. Fuck it...I'm single....lets do all three!

Where will I go this fall for training?

Jessie, hang in there buddy, time cures all ailments. Sorry for your injustices that have plagued you.

Laura, I'm sorry for your seperation... You didn't deserve to have to experience that.

A newcomer to work, how interesting.

I was asked to do a 2nd hour of adoration on Saturday morning. Funny how it came on the dawn of my popo's death. I'm not so sure things are random. Even though I struggle with the thought.

Saturday I get to hear Jeff Cavin's conversion story and hear about the book of Revelations.

Stocking up on the faith... Gotta be ready when others bring the fire.

Helping a friend with his econ courses. He's getting his MBA. Man, it feels good to do that stuff again.

I need some sleep. My nerve and mind were put to the test today. Funny how the trial comes at you when you're tired or least expect it.

One day at a time...

Night