I couldn't help it....I'm constantly thinking of her. She pops up even when I dont want her to.
I hate the thought......she's married afterall. I've told God numerous times to let her die in my heart.
On my way back from the chiropractor I notice a yellow light ahead. If I speed up, I can get catch it, I thought. Sure enough, the bastard turned read and I was forced to slow to a stop. As I inched forward to the car ahead of me, I got to thinking. My mind just cannot let it die.......it fucking sucks. I smile and just remind myself that its part of life--not getting what you want.
I happend to look to my left, and there it was. On a quaint little Pizza Hut no more than 30 yards away, I see this small white wooded address board on the corner of the building. Pizza Hut has dark colors, the traditional red and dark brick as you expect to see in most older towns not magically created by the invasion of northerners into Texas as you see in the eastern part of the state. Nope, Pizza Huts in the older parts dont have the fancy stucco with the contemporary, up-scale look.
Black numbers on a white address board, a bit out of place if you ask me. It was big and clear enough for a guy who needs glasses for longer distance viewing to see without a squint.
427
I smile. What a coincidence? Wait, there are no coincidences with God! Wait.....what do I know.
Too many ups and downs......
I'm tired........physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally.
The Magnificent Drak
- Draco
- Texas, United States
- Single, 29, thinking and thinking and thinking. I have a very active imagination; it's almost exhausting. How and the Hell do I make it to work without wrecking? More often in the past, I start daydreaming when things don't catch my interest. I've really noticed something lately.....is time flying or what? Just waiting on what The Man has going for me...or what he wants me to do. I'm tired of the running. But in the interim, something tells me just to live my life.
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