Its Been A While

Again, its been a while...........let's see.........



1. I bench over 225 now.........



2. I'm still thinking of L day and night even though I keep asking God for peace



3. I really need to give my life some direction: retirement, flying, career.....whatever



4. Maybe I'll go to Chicago while I'm in KC



5. My new neighbor is cute.....I have an ominous feeling already! Be on guard!



6. I find myself fearless yet shy at times.........



7. More and more I'm having to force myself to see family..........painful stuff



8. I've pondered giving up on Adoration.........temptation is great to do that



9. My Razor is needing charging almost every other day........shit!!



10. Lil Bush is the bomb!!!



11. My friend who turned 40 is having a week long celebration...BBQ's, eat outs at Chili's, golf tourneys, drinking.....



12. My dawg is looking worse and worse.....please get better my puppy dog!



13. Those dollar chicken sandwiches at Wendy's are good and worth the money : - )



14. I'm eating less and less; when I go out to drink, I find myself wanting to keep drinking as opposed to the old days when I'd drink and then eat. My protein shakes keep me up.....desire to eat is little



15. I was thinking today............in two years, I will have lived half my life. What have I done?



16. Sometimes I wonder if God just turns a deaf ear to me......it cant be true or maybe..........