An Aggie Band video automatically downloaded to my ITune list yesterday. I really dont know why........I always control what I want. I attended TAMU, but I'm not sure I would want a video of the fighting aggie band. I was never into the whole "tradition" thing at Aggieland. I was a loner remember?
Anyhow it was a much needed reassurance. Earlier in the day, I was conversing with my mentor via email at work............I remarked that if I had to do it over again that I'd "probably would have gone elsewhere." Quite a tearing feeling, even though I wasn't into the school spirit. Its there, but I wont express it by yells, a ring, a howdy or shit like that.
Quite "coincidentally", it came at a time when I've been down. I'm more down b/c I feel uncertain about my future: what I want to do for the rest of my life, that fact that I'll be single for the rest of my life, getting my commercial license, my unsettled back and numbness I'm experiencing, getting my masters, my impending surgery in December...........
I need a martini : )
The Magnificent Drak
- Draco
- Texas, United States
- Single, 29, thinking and thinking and thinking. I have a very active imagination; it's almost exhausting. How and the Hell do I make it to work without wrecking? More often in the past, I start daydreaming when things don't catch my interest. I've really noticed something lately.....is time flying or what? Just waiting on what The Man has going for me...or what he wants me to do. I'm tired of the running. But in the interim, something tells me just to live my life.
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