Aggies...We Need Another Coach!

Lubbock was good; I went to the Aggie/Red Raider game in this past weekend.

We went to Lubbock and made our way to Jones Stadium. Section 11, row 5, seat 7........it was okay. My first Aggie football game; I'll always remember it.

The sun was out, but it wasn't too hot. I had my had my shades on but no hat. I had my grey aggie shirt and dark levies, folded at the bottom with sandals. I was comfy, but my little "issue" kept me from talking to the blonde next to me. After my surgery, the issue will be a non-issue.

The game seemed much a like a high school football game except these guys are bigger, not not much faster. 4.5-4.8 speeds in college are very comparable to high school 40's. Anyhow, blonde says..." I was about to say.........but then you said they were bigger......."

I explained myself to her. She was cute, nice legs, and very charismatic. The though of having her in my bed entered my mind, but I quickly realized that it isnt right to think that way of someone.

Why?

First, it offends God. It hurts Christ more than his scourges at the pillar according a revelation to one of his saints.....I forget which one. It was either to Gertrude, Bridgette or Faustina, but I know I read it somewhere. I dont want to be guilty of putting the whip to my Lord even I've had my fair share of doing that. I just dont want to do that anymore.

Second, how would I like it if my little girl went to a game or whereever and some guy is having sex with her in his mind. I shouldn't be a hypocrite so I'd better shape up. Chastity of heart and mind are demanded for if even having relations with her in my mind is adultery/unchasteness according to our Lord.

She was anti-Aggie, but she was good to me! Lol, she didnt rub it in; she was kewl. She had been drinking before for I could smell it. Smelly drinkers dont bother me unless they over do it.

I felt like asking her out, but as the game wore on, I noticed a ring on her left ring finger. Nice looking ring if you ask me. I thought it better not to pursue the issue.

So I watched the game. It was okay, but I noticed the Aggie offense is a bit conservative yet disguised as aggressive with its options and spread look. They need to throw the ball more. They need to stretch the field by sending it deep more often even if its not completed. By doing this, it makes the defensive coordinator respect the deep ball and adjust for a more preventive coverage. Fran needs to go........ he's too conservative for today's college ball. Besides, he had no business doing his newsletter!

The sun was intense ( I have a huge sunburn on my face to prove it. The last burn I got like this was back in 2000 when I went north to Fort Worth from College Station to see the race. I was peeling like crazy the following couple of weeks). Anyhow the score was starting to spread and I wasnt impressed. Come 4th we left to the top and made our way back to A's apartment. She has a nice one......I should transfer to Lubbock!

Transfer......yes.........the girls are plentiful and good-looking. My large, sorta, West Texas town is nice but a little further north wouldn't be bad. North Texas would be better, yet painful. Las Vegas would be my thing.

So we go there and the LSU game was on. UK was holding them to the fire....LSU would eventually lose in the 3rd overtime. Time to go eat!

We head to Outback; it was to be an hour wait for a table. We stood outside talking in the cool night waiting for our table. My bro talking to my cousin D and I talking to my cousin A who is a junior at Tech. I was talking to her over the politics of the classroom: lousy 1st year profs, curves, staying ahead of the competition; choosing another major, etc. She seemed undecided but I'm confident that she was reassured after our talk.

As I was drinking my Michelob Ultra and talking to her (she was sitting on the bench and I was a few feet away leaning on the patio fence), I noticed to my left three ladies. They were girls...all under 25, two brunettes and one blonde. The brunettes kept looking at me and quite a few times we made eye contact. Eye contact--you get that on and its on! I looked their direction no less than 15 times and everytime one would make eye contact with me. How bad I want to approach these brunette beauties, but how could I do this while being with my bro and my two cousins? Besides, A had a problem that I was helping her with........what asshole puts his desires before his family? I stayed pat. The idea of having dinner with three girls still tickles my funny bone, even now.

That nasty thought crossed my mind: two brunettes having it out with me. I quickly quelled the idea. Next thing, our buzzer goes off. We made our way to the door and in the process I walk by the ladies without looking at them. My company with them wasn't meant to be...much like the Aggies winning, the Cowboys winning, ................ The day was fun.

I wanna go again, but not for the football.

The night prior (Friday) I had a dream of Laura. We were in some dumb class and she sat to my right. She was so kind and easy going. Anytime I'd ask her something she responded with a smile on her face.......so patient, so kind, so radiant. It was just me and her sharing a long desk. I was leaning back in my chair and she was attentive.......... Her sister was behind us, sitting in a row. I turned and got up, and she leaned over to her sister and said something.

Her sis responded to the effect, "do you want me to show my tits or just wear a tighter shirt?"

I wonder if they are that different. She being a quieter animal whereas her sister is more outgoing and uninhibited.

It was funny. This is only my 2nd dream of her. The first happened back in December of last year when I was in Pheonix. Its in my blog........Oooohps, what have I.......

I think that dream and I notice a smile come across my face..........

Confluence?

Sometimes things come together at the right moment and in perfect order.

This week a lady friend of mine who was once in love with me asked me via Yahoo Messenger if "I'd be bothered by the fact that I would never hear from her again?" I hardly IM her......but I did a lot back in college. She wanted to marry me...... I wasnt "in" to her. I was in to someone else! I basically said that people go their own way and that I wouldn't fret about it but would understand and wish her well.

My ticket this weekend is Section 11......row something........seat 7! I picked seat 7 from my uncle's hand b/c it reminded of my stamp at work. My own personal stamp that signifies me. My brother told me we would be sitting in the visitor/Aggie section even though he and my cousin are Tech alums. Moreover, I was invited to this......I didn't push it.

I missed my trip to Chicago. I wanted to see Blo....but my sudden medical expenses have kept me out of that for this year. Shit!! I wanted to check out Narcisse.

I have a test on Monday. Turns out my first test went well despite having a long couple of prior days in Lubbock. This will be the same...trip to Lubbock, lots of studying, nice timing.

I'm going to confession after a long sinful drought. I just felt the urge today to go to confession tomorrow. It was subtle but significant.

Confluence........when things come together.........I cant explain it but I feel it.

Night

Off Tomorrow

I'm off tomorrow and here are my plans......

Hit Adoration by 12AM

Come back by 2AM

Get up by 6AM to go to confession (its been a while and got the sudden urge today that I should go even though it was subtle, it was significant)

Go back to my home town which is only 35 minutes or so east of me

Get home and study some more by 10AM

Go to the postal office and send my tax return,,,,,,,yikes!!!

Go back home and study some mo' ------lol 12PM

Stop studying by the afternoon so I can go see the Queen Elizabeth movie 3PM

Go back home and chill, a little more reading 6PM

Enjoy the evening with my high maintenance mother....kidding! 7-10PM

Watch House and hit the hay, feed the dog before I go to bed, sorry Nash 10PM


Saturday

Get up early Saturday and follow A to Lubbock to see the Aggie/Tech game

Knowing my ass, I'll forget my ticket. So just in case, I've had that overpriced thing in my glove compartment all week

Do they sell beer inside the stadium? No! Shit! : )

Night

666

There I was on my way back from dropping off my co-worker. I had to drop her off at the car rental place b/c her car has a screwed up transmission. She lives in the next major town just west of me which is only 15 minutes away. No, I dont live in Dallas!

So there I was checking my phone; I had it open. No new messages.......I was expecting one from Blo. I hadn't heard from her in a while. For some odd reason, I was reaching around to grab at things: the wheel, the radio, the A/C, the cup holder. Mind you, I still had the phone open in my hand which is highly unusual. Those Razors are easy to drop so I dont push my luck. Besides, I dont pay insurance on it.

I happened to be thinking among all this commotion how cold I've become. I've become indiffernt lately to life. I thought about going to the chapel and make my peace or maybe ask for help. Just as I was about to lose myself in all this shuffling around, I noticed a red light ahead. So I applied break and stopped behind the car in front of me, and to my astonishment I took a second look at my open handheld and there were the numbers..........666.

I was a bit set back (nothing new). I was there messing around and within 5-10 seconds I went from a blank, no message screen to a 666 dial up. I knew this was no coincidence. Nothing is.....even if I'm indifferent or not. Maybe its not wise to flee from my warm openess to the things that are naturally good. Life........never show indifference to this for it is not ours.

I hate knowing this b/c its true. The truth is what it is whether it pisses me off or not! The thought of recent lost ones passing away has scathed me little. I'm almost to the point of smirking, "get over it folks, its part of life." Those words resound in my head. It is a part of life, but must I be so cruel and callous toward it. Should I not show remorse and sympathy to the ones who were much closer? I should. Life is a beautiful thing regardless of how I feel or have undergone.

The "plan" comes to mind.

Vodka, Por Favor

"Why do you always insult me when you come over?"

"What? Are you kidding me?" I say in response to my father's ridiculous accusation.

"You come over here and put down my vodka....'Tito's Vodka, why dont you just go to Russia and order an enchilada'.......thats a nice way to talk to your Dad," he threw back at me.

I was a bit taken back; my old man is most sarcastic person I know.

I had noticed a bottle of Tito's Vodka on his kitchen countertop. After a closer examination of the bottle label, I come to find it was made in Austin, TX. How wonderful! I began to look around for a bottle of Kornikova's Tequila or Killian's Rum. How about the Pope's Ale?

Anyhow, a little teasing caught my Dad off guard. We were in and out of the kitchen tonight with all the eating and drinking going on. LSU took on Florida, and I lost the bet that the Gators would take it. They would have if the fucken ref had called the Gator player inbounds on the return. He was ruled inbounds but instant reply overturned it. However, looking at the reply form various angles didn't show indisputable evidence. LSU was given the call b/c they were #1. If you dispute that, you're fucking niiave, much like I was in my "youth."

Anyhow, I'm here writing this b/c I like writing. Saturday nights are tradition with my Dad. I go there every Saturday night during college football season. In the coming week, I will heading to the Tech/Aggie game in Lubbock. My cousin A is there, and she got me and my bro tickets. Maybe I'll hit the strip club the day before the big game! I'm teasing!

This will be my first Aggie game to see! I never saw an Aggie game before....... in all my years in Aggieland. In a way, I will have come full circle......yeah right. I tease; I'm looking forward to what I missed out on. I'll be glad to have gone to at least one in my lifetime. Maybe this will bring closure in some mysterious way. Dont you ever wish you can undo something you did or a choice you made? I do.

Night

Seeds of Love

Sowing the Seeds of Love

I was downloading that song when I just happen to have Seinfeld on ........ Then he said her name! He was introducing her to George.......... what the hell is going on?

I'm so fucking pissed and frustrated.......

1) I hate when professors teach at level 5 and test at 9

2) I hate being lost

3) I hate feeling like a fucking loser when its through no fault of my own

4) I like the fact that I will have more disposable income in my pocket in the coming months

5) Red Lobster is having Endless Shrimp.......gotta hit that before its gone for the year

6) I hate having coworkers that get away with their shit; I'd come down on their asses

7) Do you take the one with the cute face and hair or the one with the bod? Why not both?

8) Chicago is out of the picture. Funny how my financial circumstances changed overnight so as not to go up there. Is this shit in my head or for real?

9) Blo better not put my name up for some dating service.........I'll slap her : )

10) Bermuda cant come soon enough, among other things

11) Accounting makes no fucking sense; its bullshit job security for the ages

12) I'm tired and I'm ranting............